Yesterday evening while trying to put Siddiq to sleep, a painful incident took place. Instead of lying down beside me, my son sat down beside me and slammed his head hard onto my abdomen, treating my stomach as his fluffy pillow... and slammmed right into the centre of my pelvis. OUCH! I jolted up in pain and pulled a muscle in the process while getting up! DOUBLE OUCH!
I tried to calm down and waited for the pain to subside... Went to the toilet a couple of times to pee in the process and realised that the peeing was stinging and the pain on my abdomen is not going away... A million thoughts came to my head.. I tried not to let it swallow me up... And I could feel the baby wasn't happy at all. I felt it stretch and moved violently causing the muscle ache and pain to be excruciating... I was only able to calm down and thought positively as I see no traces of blood.... Thank god for that! After the second hour after the head slam... I was squirming in pain as the ache got even more frequent (yes it felt a little like minor contractions) At about ten, my mom, Siddiq (as I do not want to leave him at home to create more trouble) and me headed to KKH 24 Hours clinic.
There was such a crowd... oh man! However, since they knew about the incident, they got me to see the doctor soon enough.
The pain was caused due to pulling of the muscle and of course the head slam itself. Thankfully the baby is fine! It just got a little traumatised by the brother's violent act earlier and was constantly moving and seemed to be punching me (saw this on the ultrasound) in some form of punishment for not being extra vigilant with the active brother around. I'm really sorry but no matter how careful I try to be the brother is just one step ahead and I have no heart to scold him or say no to him when he wants to play. I promise to be more careful as the tummy tends to protude more and as the baby grow inside! I will try my level best.... So yeah yeay another bagful of medicine, antibiotics and drink mixtures to keep myself hydrated to finish!
Sighs... next week I got to go back for another blood test as they suspect that I might have thalasemmia! What is happening seriously I have no idea... but as long as the baby is fine, I'm willing to be poked a million times over. Still praying for a smoother pregnancy... So far things has improved to a certain extent... well there are still stuff I can't eat or come close to... as long as I take the pills and avoid these food I am fine... other than that... I am surviving for the little soul inside... :) I love you loads just as much as I love your brother, my potato chip!
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4 comments:
Ya Allah!!! I cannot imagine the pain! Nasib baik tak paper... What did Siddq has to say about the incident?? (BTW his cars are still with me! Bila nak kasi balik dah? one already got run over by a truck when T borrowed it and it fell onto the road. SORRY!)
Thalassemia??? But they didn't find anything from your first pregnancy no?
Lol Siddiq has no recollections or even any idea at all of what he did! :P
Hey no worries about the cars! T can have them la.. Siddiq has way too many! It was meant for distraction as we were on the road.. :)
So sorry to hear about the pain and injections and blood work. May Allah make it easy for you, and may you have a painless, smooth and healthy pregnancy till term. Ameeeen.
Thanks my dear :)
I guess each pregnancy has its own bunch of trials too... Thanks for your prayers!
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