I'm a living dead blogger...

Well... I've been away blogging cause I'm just so tired nowadays...

So many meetings... so many work commitments... and then comes my one and only son.... Siddiq

Lately it has been school, siddiq, school, siddiq...

I feel so bad sometimes not giving him all of my time... worse still when he got one of his frightening asthma episodes just three days ago... It was simply an excruciating painful experience... Somehow I did feel guilty and blamed myself that I could have taken better care of my son...

I took two days off to be by his side every second in the hospital... Every time he heaved and wheezed my heart just broke... And to do this and handle it alone this time around... It was so much harder... I wanted my husband's support so badly... but I know that I have to depend on myself this time around... By the third day when he got better... My sis came to help me take care of him while I got some rest... He got better and is discharged... I am totally exhausted... I'm thankful and grateful that I have wonderful colleagues who has helped me a lot during my absence so that I won't have much work missed...

Now I'm just looking forward to a relaxing and quality weekend with my son.... I miss him so much... I really do...